The Shame Game
The destructive power and homogeneous of shame grows out of the experience of humiliation. Guilt has a positive influence, while Shame has a destructive influence. Experiments were carried out using sets of similar twins, Humiliation and Shame. As well as the other, resemblance in appearance twins, Guilt and Embarrassment, which were common ingredients fed in abundance, daily, to all the inmates in all the Religious run Institutions in Ireland. The inharmonious set of twins roamed the hallways and berthed beneath the threadbare iron beds and frayed cots of all the Religious run Institutions of Ireland. Unbridled Fear stalked the birthing chambers, with the labour doulas of Nuns acting as midwives, with only rosary beads and a transfixed wooden crosses as a guide. Labour coping techniques of prayers of hate rains down at the un-medicated birth mother as the end-of-life doula provides a full-spectrum of Humiliation and Shame, Guilt and Embarrassment, all without spiritual and medical support.
The mis-matched twins, were unwatered, bulked out with gallons of laced spiritual hype, after the Clerics consciences allow them to enter into duplicity. The shenanigans of child rape by the duplicitous Clergy, those philanderer holy men and women of God. The rape of Children were no silly or high-spirited horseplay, but brutal criminal mischief. The playful misbehaviour, were carried out by the mischievousness Clerics, the men and women of God, not the vulnerable children or their downtrodden mothers.
The Catholic Religion was a cornucopia of rituals to me as a boy, but never a pleasure. Now as a man to find that it was hollow, rotten to its very core, filled with fallible superstitions, crowded with pedophiles and other deviants, beyond most human comprehension. Though it still looked very nice on the outside, with all the jaded ecclesiastical refinery, off-key liturgical music and cheap incense smoke, set in a poor man’s ecclesiastical architecture, dated 1885. The double-set twins, Humiliation and Shame, Guilt and Embarrassment, thrived amid the foliage of such fertile environments of the Religious run Institutions of Ireland. Finding prolific grounds to flourish, among the Dickensian squalor of child wretchedness and the dark lives of the underprivileged unwed mothers, toiling in the grunginess of poverty and social injustice, as hapless slaves of the religious laundries, and working vassals of their feudal overlords, The Cult.
The medieval plainchants in latin were only to be ladled out by the bucketful by the willing Religious Orders that ran the Institutions of Ireland. The plainchants in latin were monophonic in tone of my brutal childhood, and were boring, without Its rhythm. But the plain and freer rhythm of humiliation and shame, as well as guilt and embarrassment, grew with the aide of distorted, selected passages of the Holy Book. Read out hourly by the uneducated Clerical demagogues to inattentive children, struggling to breathe, living in constant hunger, squalor, and stark fear of the instant punishment of rapes, tortures, and brutalities by these frustrated, agitated holy men and women of the Cult. The Clerics acted with impunity and were always in a state of agitation, aroused sexual excitement, as they supped on an unlimited supple of vulnerable children in their pastoral care. The road to pedophilia was and is paved with Clerical complicity.
The Vulgate Bible, whether in Latin or English the plain language of hate was to be promulgated and read out aloud at the bedside of fallen women, and the dying, raped children of the Industrial Schools who lost their innocence, but never from the love and the grace of God. Loathly immature roué Clerics as Holy Men, allowed their reprehensible drivel to be spewed out and thrive, only to be fertilised with the sin of shame. "Let me not be put to shame, O Lord, for I have cried out to you; let the wicked be put to shame, and lie silent in the grave”
Yes the shameless debauched feudal overlords, the clerics felt entitled to allegiance and service. They also sought dispensation when hatred was used as the main ingredient in the making of holy communion. The cut away pieces were moulded, distorted in the unkind hands of their kind, the Religious Orders. The cuckold Clerical tyrannical rulers and their licentious behaviour was a forbidden fruit of their promiscuousness and immoral rape. Shame was defined as a painful sensation excited by a consciousness of guilt and impropriety. But shame itself was used on victims, the children of rape and torture. Unmarried women and their children who were unable to communicate their experience of humiliation because they felt so deeply ashamed about it. It been the criminal rape, the stigma of a lifetime of tainted sex, set a remembrance, an indelible penance upon the child, the stain, the expiation, the fear of being soulless.
In reality investiture of Clerical promiscuity was never frowned upon by Irish Society, but it was held in silent acquiescence. The Irish people’s assent to the reality of the situation, recognising a process the condition, the holiness of both the Cult and dominance of the Clerical Class. This corrupt band of unimpeded Clerics of The Cult had more unrestricted access to innocent children in both Irish society at large and the unlimited access in the Irish Religious run Institutions, they the uninhibited Clerics ran riot as the fox guardians, of unchecked Christian morality.
The ostentatious relationship between power and infidelity were absolutely used by these religious men with higher levels of testosterone, which ran unhampered. The delinquent Irish Clerics behaved in a violent and unrestrained way, their rape of children was proliferate throughout Ireland and later throughout the world. For when the encumbered Clerics, which have not the law of the land, but the corrupt laws of Canon Law, they do by nature the things contained in the law, the bombastic Clerics, having not the law, were and are a law unto themselves.
Amid this culture of malfeasance and mendacity, trusted Bishops were and are expected to demonstrate absolute loyalty, up to and including obstructing justice, breaking the secular laws of Ireland to save the Roman Catholic Church, at all costs. The Irish Catholic Church is completely devoid of ethics and only wants to hold and maintain power. Sin and guilt of unfettered testosterone caused an increased sex drive, sexual rape and access to multiple vulnerable children increased the level of holy testosterone to flow, unimpeded. The pedophile Clerics treated sexual rape as a very versatile form of social interaction, to collectively dominate vulnerable children by forming unnatural alliances and using their distorted sexuality for violent rampant control.
Male promiscuity as in the Cleric class is a recurring theme in their mythologies and their supernatural religion. The Vatican is popularly seen as being sexually profligate, and certain Popes gained in their lifetime a reputation of extreme promiscuity. Think of say “The Borgias” who became prominent in ecclesiastical and political affairs in the 15th and 16th centuries, producing two Popes, Pope Callixtus III and Pope Alexander VI or even say, Pope John XII, who gave land to a mistress, murdered several people, and was killed by a man who caught him in bed with his wife.
Irish Clerical flappers who flouted social and sexual norms, when sin was the national drink of Ireland and both pedophilia and child rape were a clerical right and obsession. In reality the Irish Clerics, the holy pedophiles were drunk on simulated child pornography and rape, drank greedily from the cadavers of innocent childhood. They over-indulged themselves on a frenzy of religious frustrations, the hungry flames of excess were quickly quenched out and consumed by their out of controlled passions. They devoured, raped the childhoods of Ireland with a a derrick of untruths, using a wrecker's ball to demolish an aura of innocences. Ireland lost her innocence with them, the corrupt Cult, of Clerics with their wanton licentious and dissolute behaviour.
Now like the emperor's sexual profligacy, a voluptuary centenary when high living was in style, for the Clerics devoted to luxury and sensual pleasure. The Clerics of the Cult disavowed their oath of chastity, the so called celibate Priests, who fed on the many deadly sins. Never wanted to curb their inclination towards evil before dire consequences and misdeeds could and did occur. The celibate Priests especially focused on pride, the vice that is representative and the very essence of all evil and greed.
According to the Irish Catholic Church, all the seven vices were received and were practiced with great gusto. Pride/ Hubris, Greed/ Avarice, Lechery/Fornication, Envy, Gluttony, Wrath/ Hatred and Sloth. The seven virtues they practiced and worshipped daily, as their true God, all the very essence of all evil.
Unmarried girls were not expelled from home (Eden) because they had sex outside of marriage, rather they fell from a state of innocence because they ate the forbidden fruit from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. Indulgence or pleasure in sexual knowledge that was considered illegal and immoral by the Cult, the Irish Catholic Church. The unmarried girls, they disobeyed the crazed Clerics and lost their original innocence, according to the Cult, that is, their lack of anything beyond a childlike awareness of their surroundings and the resulting complete subservience to the Cult that ran Ireland. As for the children of the unwed slave mothers, they were fed to the Clerics to be raped, tortured, sold, brutalised and killed by the Clerics. The final insult of the unsold children was death, to be disposed of, dissolved into Septic Tanks, conveniently lost, dumped on unmarked Convent lands by the thousands, with no records, no memories, and no hope. Owen Felix O’Neill